And sure, we all can try to affirm that it is, and hope to pump our selves up, but the subtle layer of doubt resides at deeper levels of the unconscious, meaning you are most likely unaware of how despite the fact that you want it so bad, you are not 100% sure that it's happening for you.
REAL MAGIC IS THE ABSENCE OF DOUBT!
And why would you, because how can one be truly certain that it's going to be if it's not something they have experienced before.
So then, like so many you are back in the "trying harder and hoping more" infinite loop! DRAMATIZED??? Look around, how many people do you know go through major leaps of improvement?
DO YOU SEE YOUR BUDDIES SUDDENLY APPEAR WITH THE MOST GORGEOUS GIRLS or the same old ok ones?
Did your neighbor recently relocate to the richest neighborhood in town?
Have your co-workers left the company and you now see them super rich parading the cars of their dreams?
TRUTH IS WE ALL TEND TO GET COMFORTABLE, and not really arise!